[While Felix does manage some headway in his task, it's far from perfect. Still, it's hard to care when he's pressed so intimately against Dimitri anyway, and when he breathes out those words that bring with it a reminder of what's yet to come.
Felix grits his teeth against the familiar prickle at the corner of his eyes, his heart clenching at the knowledge that it'll be another six months before they get to see each other. At his inability to speak how much this parting will hurt him too as much as it would Dimitri.
So he swallows down the sentiment, and amidst his tears, he presses his lips above the crook of Dimitri's neck and sucks, channeling all of that hurt into the mark he intends to leave.
Felix only lets go once he feels his lungs burning dangerously at his lack of air, panting as he tosses his hair back and exposes neck to Dimtri.]
Claim me too, Dimitri.
[Even if it won't last as long as Felix wants it to, it's still something he could look back on, just as much as the ring that hangs around his neck, still. Given how weak he is in the face of what's to come, he needs it. Perhaps even more than Dimitri does.]
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Felix grits his teeth against the familiar prickle at the corner of his eyes, his heart clenching at the knowledge that it'll be another six months before they get to see each other. At his inability to speak how much this parting will hurt him too as much as it would Dimitri.
So he swallows down the sentiment, and amidst his tears, he presses his lips above the crook of Dimitri's neck and sucks, channeling all of that hurt into the mark he intends to leave.
Felix only lets go once he feels his lungs burning dangerously at his lack of air, panting as he tosses his hair back and exposes neck to Dimtri.]
Claim me too, Dimitri.
[Even if it won't last as long as Felix wants it to, it's still something he could look back on, just as much as the ring that hangs around his neck, still. Given how weak he is in the face of what's to come, he needs it. Perhaps even more than Dimitri does.]