[Dimitri could have attacked him. Who knows what those bastards have done to him, though honestly, Felix would not have minded if Dimitri did, knowing it fully deserved anyway. For abandoning him six months ago, however necessary, and for abandoning him the first time around, the most unforgivable fact of them all.
But Dimitri does not lash out. He just leans into the embrace, soaking up the same thing Felix is no doubt seeking. It breaks Felix's heart in its own way, and he hates how he misses the Dimitri of half a year ago, who would hug him back and stroke his hair while murmuring what he needs to hear...]
Just... please, [Felix says, blinking back tears,] for a little while...
[Stay.
A selfish request to make of someone who no doubt had been put through the most trying of ordeals, yet Felix finds himself too weak not to ask, caving into temptation as if it is the only thing that would hold him together.]
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[Dimitri could have attacked him. Who knows what those bastards have done to him, though honestly, Felix would not have minded if Dimitri did, knowing it fully deserved anyway. For abandoning him six months ago, however necessary, and for abandoning him the first time around, the most unforgivable fact of them all.
But Dimitri does not lash out. He just leans into the embrace, soaking up the same thing Felix is no doubt seeking. It breaks Felix's heart in its own way, and he hates how he misses the Dimitri of half a year ago, who would hug him back and stroke his hair while murmuring what he needs to hear...]
Just... please, [Felix says, blinking back tears,] for a little while...
[Stay.
A selfish request to make of someone who no doubt had been put through the most trying of ordeals, yet Felix finds himself too weak not to ask, caving into temptation as if it is the only thing that would hold him together.]