[Felix shakes his head in disagreement. But he has. So many things, the worst of them being loving Dimitri when he has no right to do so, especially for the sin of abandoning him, and realizing so when it's too late...
Or is it? Felix isn't sure if he wants to dare to hope otherwise, but all the same, the reality is that he had abandoned Dimitri, hadn't tried hard enough to stop him or listen to him during the time he needed someone the most. If Felix just reached out as early as now back then and never left, would Dimitri have turned out the way he did...? It's a little hard to say, though the guilt eating at his heart seems to say things would have been different if so.]
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Or is it? Felix isn't sure if he wants to dare to hope otherwise, but all the same, the reality is that he had abandoned Dimitri, hadn't tried hard enough to stop him or listen to him during the time he needed someone the most. If Felix just reached out as early as now back then and never left, would Dimitri have turned out the way he did...? It's a little hard to say, though the guilt eating at his heart seems to say things would have been different if so.]