I hate it.

[Dimitri takes a deep breath, shuddering.]

That night... at first, it was not so bad. But when they started to get desperate and set that fire, it was like I was back in Duscur again. And then I looked at you, and the thought of watching you burn too just —

[How embarrassing, getting all choked up just remembering it. Dimitri grips Felix's hand a little too tightly, just enough to hurt.]

I knew I would not survive losing you, too.