[Felix shudders at the kiss and what follows after, groaning as Dimitri's passion draws blood, squirming slightly against Dimitri as he wraps his arms tightly around his shoulders. It hurts as much as the knowledge that twists itself in his chest like a hot knife, but he does not bother protesting out loud, welcoming the pain that's very much real as the wonderful man he's tangled up with that moment.]
Dimitri...
[Felix speaks his name with reverence, a smile curving his lips despite everything, rubbing against Dimitri as he tries to forget about the impermanence of this tryst.]
[Eventually, Dimitri is also forced to toss his head back, desperately sucking in some air. Instinct has him aligning his hips with Felix more efficiently, rutting against him with everything he has. Once he catches his breath he slots his mouth over Felix's in a ferocious kiss. Despite the pain his desperation causes both of them, he can feel himself quickly climbing anyway, pushed higher and higher by the sheer intensity of emotion.]
[Felix would never guess it's still the cusp of winter and spring, what with the way Dimitri's body warms him. It burns, yet there's a masochistic thrill to wrestling with Dimitri's tongue, to chasing Dimitri's heat amidst the ache of desperation that twists his stomach into knots.
It seems Felix won't be able to forget what he wishes to, but this time, he finds himself okay with that. Losing himself in Dimitri isn't so bad, momentary as it is. And for what it's worth, their passions escalate and tip him over the brink, a deep moan rumbling his throat as his release washes over him. It renders him blissfully incapable of thought for the moment, his mind filled with nothing but the sheer existence of the man whose breath he shares that moment.
[Felix comes hot against his skin, making each drag of his cock over his flesh slicker. Dimitri is quick to follow, trembling in his arms as he hits his own climax. Even if it's only for a few seconds, that bliss swallows him up, leaving him wrapped in warmth as it fades. Though he knows it'll be a mess in the morning if they don't clean up, a part of him wants to just let everything mingle and dry just like it is.
More importantly than that, though, he doesn't want to let go long enough to do it. Dimitri loosens his crushing hold slightly, relaxing it into a gentler embrace, cradling Felix to his chest as he basks in the afterglow.]
[It will leave quite the mess, but it's the last thing in Felix's mind as he relaxes against Dimitri's chest, close enough to hear his heartbeat.
Dimitri is alive. A precious thing more than anything else. More than the pain that consumes Felix at the thought of what comes next and the separation that comes--both of which are thankfully fading into the back of his mind as peace slowly starts to wash over him in the light of their afterglow.]
I love you, [Felix whispers, lashes fluttering shut as he smiles next to Dimitri's skin,] I always will.
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Dimitri...
[Felix speaks his name with reverence, a smile curving his lips despite everything, rubbing against Dimitri as he tries to forget about the impermanence of this tryst.]
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It seems Felix won't be able to forget what he wishes to, but this time, he finds himself okay with that. Losing himself in Dimitri isn't so bad, momentary as it is. And for what it's worth, their passions escalate and tip him over the brink, a deep moan rumbling his throat as his release washes over him. It renders him blissfully incapable of thought for the moment, his mind filled with nothing but the sheer existence of the man whose breath he shares that moment.
Just the way he wants it.]
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More importantly than that, though, he doesn't want to let go long enough to do it. Dimitri loosens his crushing hold slightly, relaxing it into a gentler embrace, cradling Felix to his chest as he basks in the afterglow.]
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Dimitri is alive. A precious thing more than anything else. More than the pain that consumes Felix at the thought of what comes next and the separation that comes--both of which are thankfully fading into the back of his mind as peace slowly starts to wash over him in the light of their afterglow.]
I love you, [Felix whispers, lashes fluttering shut as he smiles next to Dimitri's skin,] I always will.