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Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd ([personal profile] azuremoon) wrote in [community profile] amewsbox2020-05-24 10:46 pm
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Anywhere is fine, Felix thinks. Somewhere with no people around, where he could wallow in peace. But Dimitri doesn't even allow him the opportunity to lick his wounds, pulling him flush against his chest as Felix fights an urge that had only come to him recently when he was forced to do certain things against his will--]

They already have. What difference does it make?

[Much to his horror, his voice cracks as he speaks, but hysteria has him spilling his thoughts the moment they come to mind, the threat of tears ever so present as he finds himself unable to wiggle free. Sucking in a breath, he gives up for the moment, going limp in Dimitri's arms as he hangs his head.]

Why do you care anyway? [Felix asks bitterly, swallowing in one last attempt to stave off his inclination to cry out his frustration at the unfairness of this world.] Isn't it better if you just leave me alone so you can go back to your own time faster?
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Dimitri's hold tightens, and Felix just surrenders, letting those tears flow as they may. They trail hotly down his cheeks, wet as they drip onto the front of his shirt as he hangs his head in lieu of being unable to reach out and wipe them away.]

You should consider it. [Felix sniffles.] I'll just be a burden to you.
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Felix hates it. How he has no choice on the matter but to agree with what Dimitri wants, especially when he's unable to make good on anything at the moment the way he is. On threats, on the urge to run away and leave this dependent way of life behind.]

Fine.

[So he curls slightly to his side, resting his cheek against Dimitri's chest indulgently as he tries to grab at what semblance of calm he can.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 08:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Dimitri's heart races along with Felix's, the latter skipping a beat when Dimitri's hands finally settle. Strange. How easy it is to lean in and simply sink into that embrace, bringing to mind some bygone days, though that does not explain Dimitri's reaction to their closeness.]

Am I making you uncomfortable?

[That must be it, right? Felix hasn't really made a habit of allowing this closeness since he's gone ahead and turned to calling Dimitri a boar, among others.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
Mmm.

[Felix takes another slow breath, glad that most of the tightness in his chest seems to have ebbed away.]

Should... we try looking for other jobs?

[He does not feel as enthusiastic about it and given the precedent their first try has set, Felix isn't too optimistic about any further trials panning out either.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
Guess so.

[Maybe Dimitri might be able to find more information on that, considering there was none of the sort when Felix tried to figure that out.

For the moment, he rests against Dimitri's chest, letting out a soft purr as he waits for their ride home.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 09:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Somehow, crying out that frustration has exhaustion seeping into Felix's bones, and he's feeling unusually tired when they both climb into the car. Thinking nothing of it, he inches closer to Dimitri, resting his head on his lap as he closes his eyes. Drawing his legs close, he curls up and lets sleep lead him where it may, not wanting to think too much on how dependent he's going to be on Dimitri for the foreseeable future.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 10:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Felix only wakes when Dimitri gently nudges him at their destination. After which, he spends his free time curled up in his own room, listless after finding out what type of jobs pets could get. He only gets up for meals and when it's his turn in the VR room, unsure of what to do with himself given the lack of useful avenues available to him.

Well, there's still one left, but Dimitri does not seem interested in that, nor is Felix keen to push him into such matters.

Night eventually falls, and Felix tries to sleep his worries away. But with his room unusually cold, he struggles to find rest, and his subconscious leads him to the only available source of warmth in that suite.

Which is Dimitri. Chewing on his lower lip briefly, Felix gulps back his guilt and settles by the same spot he did on the first night, letting the warmth radiating from Dimitri's side lull him to sleep.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 10:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Just like that night, however, Felix stirs when Dimitri's hand dips down, the touch quite surprising. His eyes fly open when Dimitri sets to touching him, unexpected given the lack of interest Dimitri had been showing on the matter especially today.

Felix suppresses a shiver, drawing his legs closer and squeezing his thighs together. He'd be lying if he said it didn't feel good--because it does, and Felix isn't entirely sure if it is because of the person doing it or something else all together.

Besides, this is his purpose in this world now, isn't it? The pet of a so-called elite, dependent on his patronage...

His tail curls and swishes past his thighs as Felix relents, letting Dimitri do as he wishes for the moment. Worse has been done to Felix after all, and this one is downright comfortable, all things considered.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-11 11:20 am (UTC)(link)
Mmm.

[But this time, Felix is unable to hide his gasp when Dimitri presses against him--yet another unexpected turn of events given available information thus far.

Or is he, perhaps, misreading things...? It does not seem likely given the aggression between them, but who is he to judge who or what Dimitri might be dreaming or thinking of? His duty right now would be to serve and refrain from being more of a headache than he already is, so--

All he does is exhale softly against Dimitri's chest, shuffling a little closer.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-12 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Something is very, very wrong with this turn of events. The touch that follows is so unthinkable that Felix forces himself to reevaluate his earlier thoughts, wondering how much of it is intentional.]

What--

[The rest of his protest gives way to a moan as Dimitri starts playing with his tail, which stiffens in response.]

What are you doing? [Felix asks in an agitated whisper, slightly horrified at how tight his voice sounds and at the heat starting to pool in his belly.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-12 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
You--

[A tiny groan escapes Felix, partially induced by all the modifications on him. There's no escaping it, is there? Dimitri's touch, or the fact that everything going on seems to be all Felix's fault in one way or another. His handlers have called him a prized catch more times than he could ever count, the truth of which rings false to his ears--until now, that is.

Felix blinks. Could Dimitri be thinking the same as they are? Is he no different from the people who would greedily drink in the sight of him, with those senseless thoughts in mind--]


You really think that?

[Still, Dimitri's touch doesn't make him recoil the way those other people's do. Surprising as they might be, there's an ounce of familiarity which keeps him in place, even if a part of him is unsure he wants to find out where Dimitri is going with this.]
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[personal profile] cynicfelixity 2020-06-12 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Felix has every right to find it appalling. Disgusting as the beast that Dimitri has proven himself to be.

Instead, warmth courses through his system, and Dimitri might as well have yanked his tail for all those two words are making him feel. He tenses against Dimitri burrowing himself into what little warmth he's radiating, the contact an unfair tease. But he does not pull away, simply sighing as he furrows his brows and helplessly remains rooted where he is.]


You're lying.

[Yet he doesn't sound convinced when he says it, shutting his eyes as if the act would carry him back to sleep and convince him that everything right now is simply a dream.]

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